What you describe may be a sign that someone is being exploited or held against their will. That is not okay, and it is not your fault. Free, private help is available.
What happened to you was wrong, and it was not your fault. You are precious to God.
The Bible says the Lord is close to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18). Healing takes time, and you don't have to walk it alone.
Talk with someone you trust. Organisations that care for survivors can help with safety, health, work and next steps.
Warn your family and friends